It now seemed to me that all my other guesses had been only self-pleasing dreams spun out of my wishes but now I was awake.

If they are wrong they need your prayers all the more and if they are your enemies then you are under orders to pray for them. That is one of the rules common to the whole house.

When I lay these questions before God I get no answer. But a rather special sort of No answer. It is not the locked door. It is more like a silent certainly not uncompassionate gaze. As though He shook His head not in refusal but waiving the question. Like Peace child you dont understand.