I will find you he whispered in my ear. I promise. If I must endure two hundred years of purgatory two hundred years without you - then that is my punishment which I have earned for my crimes. For I have lied and killed and stolen betrayed and broken trust. But there is the one thing that shall lie in the balance. When I shall stand before God I shall have one thing to say to weigh against the rest.His voice dropped nearly to a whisper and his arms tightened around me.Lord ye gave me a rare woman and God I loved her well.