there is a God there always has been. I see him here in the eyes of the people in this hospital corridor of desperation. This is the real house of God this is where those who have lost God will find Him... there is a God there has to be and now I will pray I will pray that He will forgive that I have neglected Him all of these years forgive that I have betrayed lied and sinned with impunity only to turn to Him now in my hour of need. I pray that He is as merciful benevolent and gracious as His book says He is.