Dont tell me anymore. You should have your dream as the old woman told you to. I understand how you feel but if you put those feelings into words they will turn into lies. from Thailand

If only I could fallsound asleep and wake up in my old reality

There are symbolic dreams-- dreams that symbolize some reality. Then there are symbolic realities -- realities that symbolize a dream. Symbols are what you might call the honorary town councillors of the worm universe. In the worm universe there is nothing unusual about a dairy cow seeking a pair of pliers. A cow is bound to get her pliers sometime. It has nothing to do with me.

I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. But it was not until much later that I was able to get any real sleep. In a place far away from anyone or anywhere I drifted off for a moment.