Love is scary it changes it can go away. Thats the part of the risk. I dont want to be scared anymore.

We are the ones who take this thing called music and line it up with this thing called time. We are the ticking we are the pulsing we are underneath every part of this moment. And by making the moment our own we are rendering it timeless. There is no audience. There are no instruments. There are only bodies and thoughts and murmurs and looks. Its the concert rush to end all concert rushes because this is what matters. When the heart races this is what its racing towards.

Do you know how many ways love can hit you So it makes you happy or miserable It makes you sick in the belly or hurt in the heart. It makes everything brighter and sharper or it blurs all the edges. It makes you feel like a king or a fool. Every way love can hit you its hit me when it comes to you

So I learned two things that night and the next day from him the perfection of a moment and the fleeting nature of it.

You didnt think Id let you go alone did youNo but Im grateful that I had you with me.Grateful is all Im going to get isnt itWhat else were you hoping forAdoration devotion affection infatuation or just plain finding me irresistible.Sorry Don Juan. Youll have to live with my undying gratitude.

The Universe is very very big.It also loves a paradox. For example it has some extremely strict rules.Rule number one Nothing lasts forever.Not you or your family or your house or your planet or the sun. It is an absolute rule. Therefore when someone says that their love will never die it means that their love is not real for everything that is real dies. Rule number two Everything lasts forever.

You have the power to tear me to pieces to wound me so deep and true that Ill never recover. What Rissas death did to the boy I was You have the ability to do a thousand times worse to the man Ive become.

And I still love you in my own fucked-up way. I miss you I really do. Can we still be friends

There will be no more British guys. Unless they are members of the royal family of course.

You know when it works love is amazing. Its not overrated.