What am I to doWhat is my destinyI have no idea not a clueFeeling lost and empty.What is my dreamWhat is my futureI beg thee to listen to meI beg thee to answer.

I look out into the water and up deep into the stars. I beg the sparkling lanterns of light to cure me of myself my past and the kaleidoscope of mistakes failures and wrong turns that have stacked unbearable regret upon my shoulders.

I can do this I can start over. I can save my own life and Im never going to be alone as long as I have stars to wish on and people to still love.

There comes a moment in life when you say to yourself enough. This is ENOUGH Then you take a walk with your destiny. To change. To fulfill your purpose. We all have it. But are you willing to take that first step

I want to be the best version of myself for anyone who is going to someday walk into my life and need someone to love them beyond reason.

For so many years I couldnt understand why every time I thought that someone finally loved me like for real they would eventually turn to vapor. Every person whom Ive ever loved is trapped inside of my chest. Ive breathed all of them in so deeply that Ive nearly choked and died on every soul that Ive ever given myself to.

I firmly believe that we are all given signs and dreams and put in situations that define who we were and who we are to become. All of it points towards our destiny. All we need to do is listen carefully to the messages and follow our dreams. It is in our dreams that we find our true identities and where our destiny awaits.

Never surrender your hopes and dreams to the fateful limitations others have placed on their own lives. The vision of your true destiny does not reside within the blinkered outlook of the naysayers and the doom prophets. Judge not by their words but accept advice based on the evidence of actual results. Do not be surprised should you find a complete absence of anything mystical or miraculous in the manifested reality of those who are so eager to advise you. Friends and family who suffer the lack of abundance joy love fulfillment and prosperity in their own lives really have no business imposing their self-limiting beliefs on your reality experience.

Dreams are what guide us art is what defines us math is what makes it all possible and love is what lights our way.

Do you really believe in destiny How can I not believe in destiny when there is no difference between my memories and my dreams at night Theres no difference between their reality. And if I dream something first I remember it later when I am actually walking in the place or looking at the person I first dreamed of. Days later. Or years later. Destiny she walks with me.