Let this time in your life cut you open and drain all of the things that are holding you back. Im going to help you forgive the things that you wont let yourself forget.

I know that your soul is on life support and that you feel lost and like youre completely spinning out of control but youre finding yourself here tonight even in this darkness.

No Temple made by mortal human hands can ever compare to the Temple made by the gods themselves. That building of wood and stone that houses us and that many believe conceals the great Secret Temple from prying eyes somewhere in its heart of hearts is but a decoy for the masses who need this simple concrete limited thing in their lives. The real Temple is the whole world and there is nothing as divinely blessed as a blooming growing garden.

I want you to trust yourself baby. Love is all that matters and youve always known that. Youve known since you were a very little girl what your life is meant to be about

I just want your voice aimed at me again. I want to absorb the direction of your eyes

Does our purpose on Earth directly link to the people whom we end up meeting Are our relationships and experiences actually the required dots that connect and then lead us to our ultimate destinies

Everything hurts right now and nothing is helping because as the pain is getting worse so is the love.

I really believe that there is an invisible red thread tied between him and me and that it has stretched and tangled for years across oceans and lifetimes. I know that it wont break because our souls are tied.

I could watch him do this until morning never asking questions and never interrupting his work. I worship quietly his intense focus and attention to detail and then out of no where I realize the inconvenient inappropriate truth I love this man and it has swallowed me.

If ever I was running it was towards you.