I know that your soul is on life support and that you feel lost and like youre completely spinning out of control but youre finding yourself here tonight even in this darkness.

Life as we know it is our perception of reality.

I want you to trust yourself baby. Love is all that matters and youve always known that. Youve known since you were a very little girl what your life is meant to be about

I just want your voice aimed at me again. I want to absorb the direction of your eyes

Does our purpose on Earth directly link to the people whom we end up meeting Are our relationships and experiences actually the required dots that connect and then lead us to our ultimate destinies

Everything hurts right now and nothing is helping because as the pain is getting worse so is the love.

I really believe that there is an invisible red thread tied between him and me and that it has stretched and tangled for years across oceans and lifetimes. I know that it wont break because our souls are tied.

I could watch him do this until morning never asking questions and never interrupting his work. I worship quietly his intense focus and attention to detail and then out of no where I realize the inconvenient inappropriate truth I love this man and it has swallowed me.

If ever I was running it was towards you.

I love him in ways that I cant explain to other people. They dont understand its not their fault.