Your youth is certainly finished and old age has definitely arrived if you feel that you are losing enthusiasm excitement and energy towards your dreams and goals.

You can not have empty or neutral mind as long as you work the mind will contain dreams if you stop working it will contain regrets.

Maybe someday if I succeed at something Ill stop saying It isnt fair about everything else.

Your problem is in thinking the skys the limit. Why set limits

Youll never know what you cant achieve UNTIL you dont achieve it.