I dont remember who said this but there really are places in the heart you dont even know exist until you love a child.

Hope is not about proving anything. Its about choosing to believe this one thing that love is bigger than any grim bleak shit anyone can throw at us.

Human lives are hard even those of health and privilege and dont make much sense. This is the message of the Book of Job Any snappy explanation of suffering you come up with will be horseshit.

Here are the two best prayers I know Help me help me help me and Thank you thank you thank you.

She slept deeply but as usual she did not dream. It had been months none of them was dreaming anymore. p. 227

With THC in your system you dont dream. And you need to. Otherwise it is like losing one of your senses. Dreams are part of your wholeness. ... when youre dreaming youre not the one calling the shots. So its a reprieve. ... the dream world had rules in it. You couldnt read a clock in your dreams. It would not give you the time. If the lights were on in a room you could not turn them off in a dream. ... in indigenous tribes all over the world the dream world was like church. p. 247