I had a dream about you. In my dreams you are always different perhaps even more real to me. How can I explain this to you It seems like in my dreams I envision parts of you that you prefer keep under surface. You hide from me as if there was something to hide. You push me away in fear. Now I know you are not afraid of me but that you cant trust yourself since its beyond your control. I know its frightening to love someone that much. I know it because I am afraid too. And I just wish that for once we would be afraid together.