Ill understand if you dont want me. But I will be heartbroken. You are all I ever dreamed of and hoped for. You are much much more. Please know that I didnt think I was mean-minded. But I realize I am. I dont want you to put your arms around me and say its all right that you forgive me. I want you to be sure that you do and my love for you will last as long as I live. I can see no lightness no humour no joke to make. I just hope that we will be able to go back to when we had laughter and the world was coloured not black and white and grey. I am so sorry for hurting you. I could inflict all kinds of pain on myself but it would not take back any I gave to you. - David Power