Clare I want to tell you again I love you. Our love has been the thread through the labyrinth the net under the high-wire walker the only real thing in this strange life of mine that I could ever trust. Tonight I feel that my love for you has more density in this world than I do myself as though it could linger on after me and surround you keep you hold you.

Right now we are here and nothing can mar our perfection or steal the joy of this perfect moment.

I go to sleep alone and wake up alone. I take walks. I work until Im tired. I watch the wind play with the trash thats been under the snow all winter. Everything seems simple until you think about it. Why is love intensified by abscence

Why is love intensified by absence

There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love.

Its hard being left behind. ... Its hard to be the one who stays.

Its dark now and I am very tired. I love you always. Time is nothing.

I wont ever leave you even though youre always leaving me.

Dreams are important to me because they are so irrational. Im attracted to things which seem to fit together but dont in fact make any sense. Dreams didnt really have a lot to do with the novel whereas The Adventuress which was my first visual book is almost entirely based on dreams. I had ten more or less random drawings and then I thought well Ill make a plot that connects all of them. The Three Incestuous Sisters was kind of the same. The three characters appeared in a dream and I knew who they were.

Dream are different than real life but important too.