Get crazy in prayer. Ask for the seemingly impossible then watch it happen. Do not make judgments on what you are worthy of. Save the practicality for other aspects of your life.
Truly worthy are those who become brighter as the days get cloudier so that their light shines through regardless of how hard the clouds are working to block their radiance.
Love is a two-way game you cannot truly love one who does not love you neither can you force them to love you and look past the hurtful deeds youve done. I learned that the hard way