Love Jo all your days if you choose but dont let it spoil you for its wicked to throw away so many good gifts because you cant have the one you want.

I want to do something splendid before I go into my castle--something heroic or wonderful--that wont be forgotten after Im dead. I dont know what but Im on the watch for it and mean to astonish you all some day. I think I shall write books and get rich and famous that would suit me so that is my favorite dream.