Lift your hips for me love.

I feel like Ive been split open and stuffed with sunshine.

His hands are holding my cheeks and he pulls back just to look me in the eye and his chest is heaving and he says I think he says my heart is going to explode and I wish more than ever that I knew how to capture moments like these and revisit them forever. Because this.This is everything.

And he leans in so carefully. Breathingand not breathing and hearts beatingbetween us and hes so close hes so close and I cant feel my legs anymore. I cant feel my fingers or the cold or the emptiness of this room because all I feel is him everywherefilling everything and he whispersPlease.He says Please dont shoot me for this.And he kisses me.His lips are softer than anything Ive ever known soft like a first snowfall like biting into cotton candy like melting and floating and being weightless in water. Its sweet itsso effortlessly sweet.And then it changes.Oh GodHe kisses me again this time strongerdesperate like he has to have me like hes dying to memorize the feel of my lips against his own. The taste of him is making me crazy hes all heat and desire and peppermint and I want more. Ive just begun reeling him in pulling him into me when he breaks away.Hes breathing like hes lost his mind andhes looking at me like something has brokeninside of him like hes woken up to find thathis nightmares were just that that they never existed that it was all just a bad dream that felt far too real but now hes awake and hes safe and everything is going to be okay andIm falling.Im falling apart and into his heart and Im a disaster.