If you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy dont hesitate. Give in to it. There are plenty of lives and whole towns destroyed or about to be. We are not wise and not very often kind. And much can never be redeemed. Still life has some possibility left. Perhaps this is its way of fighting back that sometimes something happened better than all the riches or power in the world. It could be anything but very likely you notice it in the instant when love begins. Anyway thats often the case. Anyway whatever it is dont be afraid of its plenty. Joy is not made to be a crumb. Dont Hesitate

Why I Wake Early Hello sun in my face.Hello you who made the morningand spread it over the fieldsand into the faces of the tulipsand the nodding morning gloriesand into the windows of even themiserable and the crotchety best preacher that ever wasdear star that just happensto be where you are in the universeto keep us from ever-darknessto ease us with warm touchingto hold us in the great hands of light good morning good morning good morning.Watch now how I start the dayin happiness in kindness.

Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too was a gift.