Father be near as we are surrounded by this cloud of deep suffering. Open our eyes to see that you are all things the light and the darkness not only those things that seem good in our eyes but the horrifying unexplainable. Wrap us up inside of the cloud and reveal the mysteries that can only be learned in places of sorrow that when we walk out we will be as Moses transformed by the shadow and beaming with the radiant light of your glory. Give us the strength to love on though our hearts are broken.

All of my secrets and scars and wishes and dreams can live together in this one body without shame without blame and without fear. I am all loved all accepted and all in service to God. In his eyes regardless of what I did or didnt do today I am loved. I am His so I am enough.

Normally it takes people about 60 to 90 minutes to reach REM sleep so they wouldnt enter this stage during a 20 minute nap. People with narcolepsy often enter REM sleep soon after falling asleep. If a person enters REM sleep in two or more of the five naps in eight minutes or less during the study its highly suggestive of narcolepsy.