Only you could be more important than what I wanted...what I needed. What I want and what I need is to be with you and I know Ill never be strong enough to leave again.

Sometimes you have to learn to love whats good for you.

The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence distance or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him so would he always be mine.

Before you Bella my life was like a moonless night. Very dark but there were stars points of light and reason. ...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire there was brilliancy there was beauty. When you were gone when the meteor had fallen over the horizon everything went black. Nothing had changed but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldnt see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.