She did not believe he could have really gone because for her to leave the person you loved was impossible.

But everyone disappears no matter who loves them.

I want someone who is fierce and will love me until death and knows that love is as strong as death and be on my side forever and ever. I want someone who will destroy and be destroyed by me.

And yes Ill admit I am jealous. Im jealous of every minute you spend with him of every concerned expression you send his way of every tear shed of every glance every touch and every thought. I want to rip him to pieces and purge him from your mind and from your heart. But I cant.

I just dont see why the past has to matter.

How can love be worthy of its name if one selects solely the pretty things and leaves out the hardships It is easy to enjoy the good and dislike the bad. Anybody can do that. The real challenge is to love the good and the bad together not because you need to take the rough with the smooth but because you need to go beyond such descriptions and accept love in its entirety.

Id missed him so much it almost hurt. It started the moment I left the Keep and nagged at me all day. Every day I had to fight with myself to keep from making up bullshit reasons to call the Keep so I could hear his voice. My only saving grace was that Curran wasnt handling this whole mating thing any better. Yesterday hed called me at the office claiming that he couldnt find his socks. We talked for two hours.

the world is not a pleasant place to be without someone to hold and be held by.

The thing is that world doesnt exist. All growing up means is that your realize no one will come along to fix things. No one will come along to save you.

All any of us wanted really was to know that we counted. That someone elses life would not have been as rich without us here.