Yes I understand why things had to happen this way. I understand his reason for causing me pain. But mere understanding does not chase away the hurt. It does not call upon the sun when dark clouds have loomed over me. Let the rain come then if it must come And let it wash away the dust that hurt my eyes
Ill tell you something Harpy he said his voice almost a whisper now. It never even occurred to me that we wouldnt make it. And it never occurred to you that we would. You were just waiting for us to go down in flames. I thought we could get through anything.
Her heart had grown so familiar to the pain of life without him that to respond now seemed too large a pleasure she could not endure. If pain was love then she loved fiercely. Yet knew she could not be near that boy again.
Thought I couldnt live without youIts gonna hurt when it heals tooEven though I really love youIm gonna smile cause I deserve toQuickly Im learning to love againAll I know is Imma be ok
To be rejected by someone doesnt mean you should also reject yourself or that you should think of yourself as a lesser person. It doesnt mean that nobody will ever love you anymore. Remember that only ONE person has rejected you at the moment and it only hurt so much because to you that persons opinion symbolized the opinion of the whole world of God.
Time will make it worse Youre...the other half of his soul. Hes never going to get over you. And no matter how much you hope that you will... youll never get over him. Youre going to wake up one day and realize what youve done and youre going to regret the time you wasted apart from him for the rest of your life.
You asked why I couldnt forgive you Nick said very quietly and I jumped a little. It was because you were the love of my life Harper. And you didnt want to be. Thats hard to let go.