This isnt a crush its obsession.You are never not in my thoughts. Your scent carries across a room and paralyzes me with longing. I dont want to hold your hand. Part of me wants to set you on fire and hold you while the flame consumes us both to eat your heart so I know that only I possess it entirely.

Do you think its easy for me No I dont remember you. I dont remember holding you or talking to you or falling in love with youbut I walk around with a giant hole in my heart all the time. I feel your absence every second of the day. It aches and nothing soothes it. Losing you is bad enough but I dont even get the comfort of remembering that I had you once.-Haden