I know you dont want this Katsa. But I cant help myself. The moment you came barreling into my life I was lost. Im afraid to tell you what I wish for for fear youll... oh I dont know throw me into the fire. Or more likely refuse me. Or worst of all despise me he said his voice breaking and his eyes dropping from her face. His face dropping into his hands. I love you he said. Youre more dear to my heart than I ever knew anyone could be. And Ive made you cry and there Ill stop.