and when all the wars are over a butterfly will still be beautiful.

That night my mother had what she considered a wonderful dream. She dreamed of the country of India where she had never been. There were orange traffic cones and beautiful lapis lazuli insects with mandibles of gold. A young girl was being led through the streets. She was taken to a pyre where she was wound in a sheet and placed up on a platform built from sticks. The bright fire that consumed her brought my mother into that deep light dreamlike bliss. The girl was being burned alive but first there had been her body clean and whole.