You have to take a deep breath. and allow the music to flow through you. Revel in it allow yourself to awe. When you play allow the music to break your heart with its beauty.

Everything is clearer when youre in love.

But what was there to sayOnly that there were tears. Only that Quietness and Emptiness fitted together like stacked spoons. Only that there was a snuffling in the hollows at the base of a lovely throat. Only that a hard honey-colored shoulder had a semicircle of teethmarks on it. Only that they held each other close long after it was over. Only that what they shared that night was not happiness but hideous grief.Only that once again they broke the Love Laws. That lay down who should be loved. And how. And how much.

For where all love is the speaking is unnecessary

A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her.

What lips my lips have kissed and where and whyI have forgotten and what arms have lainUnder my head till morning but the rainIs full of ghosts tonight that tap and sighUpon the glass and listen for replyAnd in my heart there stirs a quiet painFor unremembered lads that not againWill turn to me at midnight with a cry.Thus in the winter stands the lonely treeNor knows what birds have vanished one by oneYet knows its boughs more silent than beforeI cannot say what loves have come and goneI only know that summer sang in meA little while that in me sings no more.

Cassia.I know which life is my real one now no matter what happens. Its the one with you. For some reason knowing that even one person knows my story makes things different. Maybe its like the poem says. Maybe this is my way of not going gentle.I love you. Ky Markham

With him life was routine without him life was unbearable.

Marry me Kiara he blurts out in front of everyone.Why she asks challenging him.Because I love you he says walking up to her and bending down on one knee while he takes her hand in his and I want to go to sleep with you every night and wake up seein your face every mornin I want you to be the mother of my children I want to fix cars with you and eat your crappy tofu tacos that you think are Mexican. I want to climb mountains with you and be challenged by you I want to argue with you just so we can have crazy hot makeup sex. Marry me because without you Id be six feet under and because I love your family like theyre my own and because youre my best friend and I want to grow old with you. He starts tearing up and its shocking because Ive never seen him cry. Marry me Kiara Westford because when I got shot the only thing I was thinkin about was comin back here and makin you my wife. Say yes chica.

Dont try to hog loneliness and keep it all to yourself. Share it with a special someone.