Vladimir did great thingsso could she. Besides they come first rightNot always.I stared. Id had they come first drilled into me since I was a child. It was what all guardians believed. Only the dhampirs whod run away from their duty didnt subscribe to that. What he said was almost like treason.Sometimes Rose you have to know when to put yourself first.

Falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being mortally wounded. just sick to your stomach high one minute low the next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. hot cold forever horny full of hope and enthusiasm with momentary depressions that wipe you out.It is also not being able to remove the smile from your face loving life with a mad passionate intensity and feeling ten years younger.Love does not appear with any warning signs. You fall into it as if pushed from a high diving board. No time to think about whats happening. Its inevitable. An event you cant control. A crazy heart-stopping roller-coaster ride that just has to take its course.

She was bendable light she shone around every corner of my day.

Deciding whether or not to trust a person is like deciding whether or not to climb a tree because you might get a wonderful view from the highest branch or you might simply get covered in sap and for this reason many people choose to spend their time alone and indoors where it is harder to get a splinter.

I love you more. I love you enough to let you go and live your dream. I tilted my head and shrugged. Dont you see.... I love you more.He smiled softly and I brushed some hair off his forehead. Running the backs of my fingers down his cheek I whispered And yes I will miss you more than you could possibly imagine but I know that you have to do this Kellan. And you know it too.Stubbornly he shook his head. No I know that I have to be with you. Everything else is just .... details.

You might be looking for reasons but there are no reasons.

I used to think I knew everything. I was a smart person who got things done and because of that the higher I climbed the more I could look down and scoff at what seemed silly or simple even religion.But I realized something as I drove home that night that I am neither better nor smarter only luckier. And I should be ashamed of thinking I knew everything because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain-no matter how smart or accomplished-they cry they yearn they hurt.But instead of looking down on things they look up which is where I should have been looking too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing we all want the same thingscomfort love and a peaceful heart.

There are only two reasons why you leave someone youre still in love with - either its the right thing to do or its the only thing to do.

alone with everybodythe flesh covers the boneand they put a mindin there andsometimes a souland the women breakvases against the wallsand them men drink toomuchand nobody finds theonebut they keeplookingcrawling in and outof beds.flesh coversthe bone and theflesh searchesfor more thanflesh.theres no chanceat allwe are all trappedby a singularfate.nobody ever findsthe one.the city dumps fillthe junkyards fillthe madhouses fillthe hospitals fillthe graveyards fillnothing elsefills.

The whole image is that eternal suffering awaits anyone who questions Gods infinite love. Thats the message were brought up with isnt it Believe or die Thank you forgiving Lord for all those options.