The saints too had wandering minds. The saints too had constantly to recall their constantly wandering mind-child home. They became saints because they continued to go after the little wanderer like the Good Shepherd.
All those books all those prayers and she had got nothing from them. When everything went well for her she had been able to pray she couldnt now. There was such urgency in her present situation that until the pressure was removed she couldnt think about God. She hadnt the patience to pray. It was a shock to her. Surely God was for these times