...maybe its only fitting that relationship that started with a lie would end with one.

I might appear confident and chatty but I spend most of my time laughing at jokes I dont find funny saying things I dont really mean - because at the end of the day thats what were all trying to do fit in one way or another desperately trying to pretend were all the same.

As the light begins to intensify so does my misery and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong.

Until this moment I had not realized that someone could break your heart twice along the very same fault lines.