My girlfriend is sad and quiet and keeps me up all night worrying about her.

Well you can think what you want so long as you remember - no matter how ordinary things seem between us - Im still here still in love with you and care about you more than any other guy evil or otherwise ever will.

And yet I have had the weakness and have still the weakness to wish you to know with what a sudden mastery you kindled me heap of ashes that I am into fire.

If love is blind then maybe a blind person that loves has a greater understanding of it.

I love the Lord for he heard my voice he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me I will call on him as long as I live. Psalms 1161-2 NIV

Not that she didnt love almost every boy shed ever met and not that every boy in the world didnt totally love her. It was impossible not to. But she wanted someone to love her and shower her with attention the way only a boy who was completely in love with her could. The rare sort of love. True love. The kind of love shed never had.

Maybe you could be mine or maybe well be entwined aimless in this sexless foreplay.

my mother poor fishwanting to be happy beaten two or three times aweek telling me to be happy Henry smilewhy dont you ever smileand then she would smile to show me how and it was thesaddest smile I ever saw

You have to take a deep breath. and allow the music to flow through you. Revel in it allow yourself to awe. When you play allow the music to break your heart with its beauty.

It hurts to breathe. It hurts to live. I hate her yet I do not think I can exist without her.