God is going to send you someone that will rescue you. Then one day you will rescue them in return and together your story will rescue others. He has always been a God of rescues and a maker of warriors for his grace. You only need to believe that you are part of something greater than you know.

If you truly feel that self esteem and motivation have to happen first before you can make changes in your life then well probably be sharing walkers at a retirement home as we talk over what might have been.