I know...and I love you. But I dont think we love each other in the same way. And...I think keeping you near me would destroy me.

I love you more. I love you enough to let you go and live your dream. I tilted my head and shrugged. Dont you see.... I love you more.He smiled softly and I brushed some hair off his forehead. Running the backs of my fingers down his cheek I whispered And yes I will miss you more than you could possibly imagine but I know that you have to do this Kellan. And you know it too.Stubbornly he shook his head. No I know that I have to be with you. Everything else is just .... details.

Do you really think anyone in this world compares to you in my eyes

I think in the end you would have stayed with me out of obligation...or maybe comfort. Maybe I was safe to you and you needed to feel that. I know how scared you get of the unknown. To you...I must be kind of a security blanket. Do you see now how that doesnt work for me I dont want to be there simply because the idea of me being gone is too...scary. I want to be someones everything. I want fire and passion and love thats returned equally. I want to be someones heart... Even if it means breaking my own.