Dear me one day Ill make you proud.

You might say no you will never do that thats not you not who I know not who I thought you were and I will say watch me.

It will not always be easy but it will always be beautiful.

... and it was quite a sad thingthe way I watched you sleep like nothing could go wrong and I did not want to harm it I did not want to blur it but how could I notwhen everything Ive ever known has slowly gone awayand I know by now that thats the way you let the new day in with new roads and views and chances to growbut it was quite a sad thing because I dont want this to ever become then or was and it was quite an unfamiliar thing. The way I took off my shoes again put down my bag and quietly went back to bed slowly between the sheets of moments I dont want to leaveand it was quite a beautiful thing the way you had no idea but still must have known because you did not even open your eyes but turned around and took my hand and you were still asleep breathing in and out like nothing could go wrong but still held my hand like you were glad I didnt leave. Thank you for stayingand it was quite a wonderful thing the way I smiled and so did you sound asleep and thats all I need to know for now. Thats all I want to know for now.

Find what makes you happy and go for it with all your heart. It will be hard but I promise it will be worth it.

Find something you love and go for it with all your heart. No excuses no plan B. Never settle for anything less than you know you can do.It will be hard but I promise it will be worth it.

... and you might say no you will never do that thats not you not who I know not who I thought you wereand I will saywatch mefor I never did this to fit inor stand outbut to live.

When you forget about the how go back to the why.

So many people will tell you no and you need to find something you believe in so hard that you just smile and tell them watch me. Learn to take rejection as motivation to prove people wrong. Be unstoppable. Refuse to give up no matter what. Its the best skill you can ever learn.