After their encounter on the approach to Jupiter there would aways be a secret bond between them---not of love but of tenderness which is often more enduring.
When you really love someone you see all their mess and their brokenness and you love them anyway. In fact seeing all of that sort of makes you love them more.
....love and desire enjoy a symbiotic relationship meaning that one cannot exist without the other. Desire is an enemy to contentment desire is illness a feverish brain. Who can be considered healthy who wants The very word want suggests a lack an impoverishment and that is what desire is an impoverishment of the brain a flaw a mistake.
She didnt understand what it was like to be filled with a love so strong that it made your chest achea love you could only feel and not express. Keeping love buried was a lot like keeping anger pent up Id learned. It just ate you up inside until you wanted to scream or kick something.