I want everything with you America. I want the holidays and the birthdays the busy season and lazy weekends. I want peanut butter fingertips on my desk. I want inside jokes and fights and everything. I want a life with you.

some people fall in love over and over again while some people can only do it once.

But what was there to sayOnly that there were tears. Only that Quietness and Emptiness fitted together like stacked spoons. Only that there was a snuffling in the hollows at the base of a lovely throat. Only that a hard honey-colored shoulder had a semicircle of teethmarks on it. Only that they held each other close long after it was over. Only that what they shared that night was not happiness but hideous grief.Only that once again they broke the Love Laws. That lay down who should be loved. And how. And how much.

But I miss screamin and fightin and kissin in the rain and its 2 a.m. and Im cursin your name. Youre so in love the you act insane and thats the way I loved you.

I love the ground under his feet and the air over his head and everything he touches and every word he says. I love all his looks and all his actions and him entirely and all together.

Sweets to the sweet.

Its so much easier to convince yourself youre madly in love with someone when you know nothing about him.

Love never dies.

You picked a lemon throw it away lemonade is overrated. Freaks should remain at the circus not in your apartment. You already have one asshole. You dont need another. Make a space in your life for the glorious things you deserve. Have faith.

If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.