You picked a lemon throw it away lemonade is overrated. Freaks should remain at the circus not in your apartment. You already have one asshole. You dont need another. Make a space in your life for the glorious things you deserve. Have faith.
Heres something else to think about calling when you say youre going to is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and trust. If he cant lay this one stupid brick down you aint never gonna have a house baby and its cold outside.