I just...I just miss him. And I hate being so alone.

You have a... remarkable memory.I remember everything about you. Youre the one who wasnt paying attention.

Sometimes when Im alone I take the pearl from where it lives in my pocket and try to remember the boy with the bread the strong arms that warded off nightmares on the train the kisses in the arena.

You love me. Real or not realI tell him Real.