Everything hurts right now and nothing is helping because as the pain is getting worse so is the love.

He had been Thinking Praying It was all the same thing.

I really believe that there is an invisible red thread tied between him and me and that it has stretched and tangled for years across oceans and lifetimes. I know that it wont break because our souls are tied.

I could watch him do this until morning never asking questions and never interrupting his work. I worship quietly his intense focus and attention to detail and then out of no where I realize the inconvenient inappropriate truth I love this man and it has swallowed me.

If ever I was running it was towards you.

Everything you do is connected to who you are as a person and in turn creates the person you are becoming. Everything you do affects those you love. All of life is covenant.Imbedded in the idea of prayer is a richly textured view of the world where all of life is organized around invisible bonds or covenants that knit us together. Instead of a fixed world we live in our Fathers world a world built for divine relationships between people where because of the Good News tragedies become comedies and hope is born.

I love him in ways that I cant explain to other people. They dont understand its not their fault.

Do you often feel like parched ground unable to produce anything worthwhile I do. When I am in need of refreshment it isnt easy to think of the needs of others. But I have found that if instead of praying for my own comfort and satisfaction I ask the Lord to enable me to give to others an amazing thing often happens - I find my own needs wonderfully met. Refreshment comes in ways I would never have thought of both for others and then incidentally for myself.

Wish is the most powerful thing in the world. Higher than God.

Are we alone Over time you will come up with various answers to that same nagging question. Eventually one day it will occur to you that this endless asking is the answer you have been looking for. The fact that we have an ongoing dialogue with the universe is proof enough that there is something out there.