I can do this I can start over. I can save my own life and Im never going to be alone as long as I have stars to wish on and people to still love.

I told him I had once lost everything I had too and that I think that can be Gods way of building walls around us to force us to look up at Him.

Sometimes when we say God is silent whats really going on is that he hasnt told the story the way we wanted it told. He will be silent when we want him to fill in the blanks of the story we are creating. But with his own stories the ones we live in he is seldom silent.

I want to be the best version of myself for anyone who is going to someday walk into my life and need someone to love them beyond reason.

The goal of prayer is to live all of my life and speak all of my words in the joyful awareness of the presence of God.Prayer becomes real when we grasp the reality and goodness of Gods constant presence with the real me. Jesus lived his everyday life in conscious awareness of his Father.

For so many years I couldnt understand why every time I thought that someone finally loved me like for real they would eventually turn to vapor. Every person whom Ive ever loved is trapped inside of my chest. Ive breathed all of them in so deeply that Ive nearly choked and died on every soul that Ive ever given myself to.

Remember He WANTS your fellowship and He has done everything possible to make it a reality. He has forgiven your sins at the cost of His own dear Son. He has given you His Word and the priceless privilege of prayer and worship.

The greatest joys in life are found not only in what we do and feel but also in our quiet hopes and labors for others.

it is a heartBreaking sound Amir Jan the Wailing of a mother. I pray to Allah you Never hear it.

Lord Jesus Christy whispered I want You to hold the key. I want You to decide what should happen in my hearts garden. I want You to let in or send out anything or anybody You want. Especially with guys. I dont want to ever unlock that gate again. I want you to open it only when the right man comes along. Take the key Lord. Take all my keys. Ill wait for you.