I had a dream about you you invited me shopping and I was so excited at the thought we were having a day date after we entered the mall you had dropped your wallet and bent down to pick it up I noticed you were wearing a thong. I realized then that shopping was the only intentions you had with me.

You haunt my days and dreams.

Climb every mountain Ford Every streamFollow every rainbow Till you find your dream

If you choose to be fearless then be fearlessly authentic not an imitation of someone you envy.

I had a dream about you I was cooking dinner and you came out of the bathroom with a troubled look on your face. When I asked what was wrong you said I have never been with a woman over 120lbs I was confused but said nothing then you said The scale says you weigh 122lbs I dont think we can work I was baffled by your strange and cruel attidude and said that you would have to take your food to go.

Those first few weeks are an unearthly season. From the outside you remain so ordinary no one can tell from looking that you have experienced an earthquake of the soul. Youve been torn asunder invested with an ancient incomprehensible magic. Its the one thing that we never quite get over that we contain our own future.

Dont be discouraged if people dont see your vision your harvest. All they see from their perspective is that youre watering a whole lot of dirt. They dont SEE what seeds youve been planting with blood sweat tears and lack of sleep. Make sure you dont abandon or neglect it because they dont see it. You have to KNOW and believe for yourself. They dont see the roots and whats budding under the dirt. But its okay because its NOT meant for them to see it. While you wait MASTER it. You continue to do YOUR work and have unwavering faith Remember why you started planting in the first place. Your harvest WILL come

Prayer without study would be empty. Study without prayer would be blind.

I existed on my own terms. I was different my entire life. Some called me divergent wild crazy unpredictable and unconformedan apostate to the rules of the majority. I called myself Gods creation and found purpose in the madness. When that day came I didnt allow other people to dictate how I should feel or act. I learned there was no shame in imperfection because history had shown being different had the power to change perspectives and eventually the world. This is when I realized that flaws had responsibility. This was the day that I learned I was truly BLESSED.

Your is full of purpose Push past the set back and press into the set up.