You are my best friend as well as my lover and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side just as I have treasured our life together.
If all else perished and he remained I should still continue to be and if all else remained and he were annihilated the universe would turn to a mighty stranger.
If pain must come may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.