I thought we were a real love relationship. I did. I was very invested in love but it was just this long long sex thing that could end at any moment because after all its just about getting off. Almost all the time you tell yourself youre loving somebody when youre just using them. This only looks like love.
Six hundred and forty fish later the only thing I know is everything you love will die. The first time you meet someone special you can count on them one day being dead and in the ground.
Ok. You fuck me then snub me. You love me you hate me. You show me a sensitive side then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship.