The whole world is divided for me into two parts one is she and there is all happiness hope light the other is where she is not and there is dejection and darkness...

Its risky falling in love.I know that I answered. Ive been in love before. Its like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. Youre not addicted yet but you like the sensation and you think you can still control things. You think about the person you love for two minutes and forget them for three hours.But then you get used to that person and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about him for three hours and forget him for two minutes. If hes not there you feel like an addict who cant get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need youre willing to do anything for love.What a horrible way to put it he said.

Deciding whether or not to trust a person is like deciding whether or not to climb a tree because you might get a wonderful view from the highest branch or you might simply get covered in sap and for this reason many people choose to spend their time alone and indoors where it is harder to get a splinter.

I was trying to make you jealous Simon screamed right back. His hands were fisted at his sides. Youre so stupid Clary. Youre so stupid cant you see anythingShe stared at him in bewilderment. What on earth did he mean Trying to make me jealous Why would you try to do thatShe saw immediately that this was the worst thing she could have asked him.Because he said so bitterly that it shocked her Ive been in love with you for ten years so I thought it seemed like the time to find out whether you felt the same about me. Which I guess you dont.

I love you more. I love you enough to let you go and live your dream. I tilted my head and shrugged. Dont you see.... I love you more.He smiled softly and I brushed some hair off his forehead. Running the backs of my fingers down his cheek I whispered And yes I will miss you more than you could possibly imagine but I know that you have to do this Kellan. And you know it too.Stubbornly he shook his head. No I know that I have to be with you. Everything else is just .... details.

You might be looking for reasons but there are no reasons.

Ill be your family now he says. I love you I say. ....He stares at me. I wait with my hands clutching his arms for stability as he considers his response. He frowns at me. Say it again.Tobias I say I love you.

I used to think I knew everything. I was a smart person who got things done and because of that the higher I climbed the more I could look down and scoff at what seemed silly or simple even religion.But I realized something as I drove home that night that I am neither better nor smarter only luckier. And I should be ashamed of thinking I knew everything because you can know the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain-no matter how smart or accomplished-they cry they yearn they hurt.But instead of looking down on things they look up which is where I should have been looking too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing we all want the same thingscomfort love and a peaceful heart.

Whoever loves becomes humble. Those who love have so to speak pawned a part of their narcissism.

Eternity is in love with the productions of time.