I love the Lord for he heard my voice he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me I will call on him as long as I live. Psalms 1161-2 NIV

Not that she didnt love almost every boy shed ever met and not that every boy in the world didnt totally love her. It was impossible not to. But she wanted someone to love her and shower her with attention the way only a boy who was completely in love with her could. The rare sort of love. True love. The kind of love shed never had.

He was too perfect despite being one of the most imperfect people I knew.

Being in love with someone who doesnt even know you exist isnt the worst thing in the world. In fact its quite the oppostie. Almost like passing in a term paper that you know sucked but having that period of time where you havent gotten your grade back yet -- that kind of exhale where you havent been rejected although you pretty much know how its going to turn out.

Maybe you could be mine or maybe well be entwined aimless in this sexless foreplay.

twice I have lived forever in a smile

Sometimes you know youve got a chance with a girl because she wants to fight with you. If the world wasnt so messed up it wouldnt be like that. If the world was normal a girl being nice to you would be a good sign but in the real world it isnt.

my mother poor fishwanting to be happy beaten two or three times aweek telling me to be happy Henry smilewhy dont you ever smileand then she would smile to show me how and it was thesaddest smile I ever saw

Nelly I am Heathcliff - hes always always in my mind - not as a pleasure any more then I am always a pleasure to myself - but as my own being.

I was dead then alive.Weeping then laughing.The power of love came into meand I became fierce like a lionthen tender like the evening star.