If you truly feel that self esteem and motivation have to happen first before you can make changes in your life then well probably be sharing walkers at a retirement home as we talk over what might have been.

I had a dream about you last night. Eons ago we created a Universe then sat back and watched miniature versions of ourselves try to make all the same mistakes we did.

Not much happens without a dream. And for something great to happen there must be a great dream. Behind every great achievement is a dreamer of great dreams. Much more than a dreamer is required to bring it to reality but the dream must be there first.

Im dreaming of sleeping next to you and feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town Im counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashes And they all fall down.- Sleeping to Dream

Sleep is a little death dreams the whisperings of the Other who would drag us all into his eternal night.

He took the hand that wasnt holding the bouquet of wildflowers and stared at it holding it so tightly that she thought he might crack her bones. Then his hold gentled. He slipped a gold ring onto her finger and lifted his gaze to hers.Im not a brave man Ill never be a hero but I love you more than life itself and I will until the day I die. With you by my side Im a better man than Ive ever been alone. Im scared to death that Ill let you down but I wont run this time. Ill stand firm and face the challenge and work hard to see that you never have any regrets. You told me once that you wanted to share a corner of my dream. Without you Amelia I have no dream. With you I have everything I could ever dream of wanting.Tears burned her eyes as he glanced back at the preacher. Im done.-Houston to Amelia as his wedding vow.

Did she ever feel nostalgia for any of her girlhood dreams But life was made up of a succession of dreams some few to be realized most to be set aside as time went on one or two to persist for a lifetime. It was knowing when to abandon a dream perhaps that mattered and distinguished the successful people in life from the sad embittered persons who never moved on from the first of lifes great disappointments. Or from the airy dreamers who never really lived life at all.

I close my eyes then I drift away into the magic night I softly say. A silent prayer like dreamers do then I fall asleep to dream my dreams of you.

Mother Dear one day Im going to turn this world upside down.--From My Brother Martin by Christine King Farris

She died that night. Her last breath took her soul I saw it in my dream. I saw her soul leave her body as she exhaled and then she had no more needs no more reason she was released from her body and being released she continued her journey elsewhere high in the firmament where soul material gathers and plays out all the dreams and joys of which we temporal beings can barely conceive all the things that are beyond our comprehension but even so are not beyond our attainment if we choose to attain them and believe that we truly can.