Dreams arent only an illusion to put you into a subconsciously pleasurable state of mind for the time being but also a pathway to gain complete contentment.
I had a dream about you. You were a hummingbird feeder and you made my heart flutter as fast as hummingbird wings. When you dried up I didnt know what else to do but eat a bucket of fried chicken and watch people in a factory going nowhere in life make elevator buttons for people going places.
Youre afraid of imagination. And even more afraid of dreams. Afraid of the responsibility that begins in dreams. But you have to sleep and dreams are a part of sleep. When youre awake you can suppress imagination. But you cant suppress dreams.