Down on the lake rosy reflections of celestial vapor appeared and I said God I love you and looked to the sky and really meant it. I have fallen in love with you God. Take care of us all one way or the other. To the children and the innocent its all the same.

Failed relationships can be described as so much wasted make-up.

May she wake in torment he cried with frightful vehemence stamping his foot and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. Why shes a liar to the end Where is she Not therenot in heavennot perishedwhere Oh you said you cared nothing for my sufferings And I pray one prayerI repeat it till my tongue stiffensMay she wake in torment he cried with frightful vehemence stamping his foot and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. Why shes a liar to the end Where is she Not therenot in heavennot perishedwhere Oh you said you cared nothing for my sufferings And I pray one prayerI repeat it till my tongue stiffensCatherine Earnshaw may you not rest as long as I am living you said I killed youhaunt me then The murdered do haunt their murderers I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me alwaystake any formdrive me mad only do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you Oh God it is unutterable I cannot live without my life I cannot live without my soul

I know you dont want this Katsa. But I cant help myself. The moment you came barreling into my life I was lost. Im afraid to tell you what I wish for for fear youll... oh I dont know throw me into the fire. Or more likely refuse me. Or worst of all despise me he said his voice breaking and his eyes dropping from her face. His face dropping into his hands. I love you he said. Youre more dear to my heart than I ever knew anyone could be. And Ive made you cry and there Ill stop.

To love someone means to see them as God intended them.

What irritated me most in that entire situation was the fact that Iwasnt feeling humiliated or annoyed or even fooled. Betrayal waswhat I felt my heart broken not just by a guy I was in love with butalso by as I once believed a true friend.

Close your eyes and Ill kiss you Tomorrow Ill miss you.

Nothing on this planet can compare with a womans loveit is kind and compassionate patient and nurturing generous and sweet and unconditional. Pure. If you are her man she will walk on water and through a mountain for you too no matter how youve acted out no matter what crazy thing youve done no matter the time or demand. If you are her man she will talk to you until there just arent any more words left to say encourage you when youre at rock bottom and think there just isnt any way out hold you in her arms when youre sick and laugh with you when youre up. And if youre her man and that woman loves youI mean really loves youshe will shine you up when youre dusty encourage you when youre down defend you even when shes not so sure you were right and hang on your every word even when youre not saying anything worth listening to. And no matter what you do no matter how many times her friends say youre no good no matter how many times you slam the door on the relationship she will give you her very best and then some and keep right on trying to win over your heart even when you act like everything shes done to convince you shes The One just isnt good enough.Thats a womans loveit stands the test of time logic and all circumstance....Well Im here to tell you that expecting that kind of love that perfectionfrom a man is unrealistic. Thats right I said itits not gonna happen no way no how. Because a mans love isnt like a womans love.

I think in the end you would have stayed with me out of obligation...or maybe comfort. Maybe I was safe to you and you needed to feel that. I know how scared you get of the unknown. To you...I must be kind of a security blanket. Do you see now how that doesnt work for me I dont want to be there simply because the idea of me being gone is too...scary. I want to be someones everything. I want fire and passion and love thats returned equally. I want to be someones heart... Even if it means breaking my own.

If you didnt love him this never would have happened. But you did. And accepting that love and everything that followed it is part of letting it go.