Prayers are not measured or answered by the number of multitudes or pilgrims praying but by the seeds of their faith.

If we want to live perfectly happy lives...we must drive out selfish character tendencies such as pride ego vanity jealousy lusts envy and worry. When we learn to live selflessly putting others before ourselves committing to what is noble right and good treating others with love and compassion...thats when true happiness is experienced. A genuine focus on selflessness cures all and creates an environment for true growth. Its the secret to every great relationship. We gain...when we give up self. Sacrificing ones selfish characteristics through diligent thought meditation prayer and action gives life to true love and abounding joy.Jason Versey

It feels like the world is folding up around me like origami paper and Im trapped inside of its breathless center.

Ive grown up defined by this desperate undeniable cant breathe kind of space inside of myself and Im afraid that the diagnosis is fatal.

But I love you and I want you and I need you. Cant you see that This world has nothing to offer me if it doesnt include you.

It was a vision of the one thing that we both hoped someday would be...the warmth of our bodies next to each others reflected in sunset of our secret place... We longed for it to be like this each and every evening... Dancing in the night playing hide-and-seek in the day the beauty of our souls blossoms... Never before had we felt so happy never before had we felt so alive... We hear the birds sensing the cheerful breeze the rainbows end does linger here....our tenderness sighs and spirits speak and we do know clear... This place is where love and laughter meet... You take my hand kiss each finger tip with tears in your eyes you touch my cheek and whisper of how wondrous this we share our love once again. The love that gives us wings to fly anew. Our hearts in sweet pleasing pain beat as one in the rhythm of long forgotten yet melody... Together again at this wondrous place where just our presence adds more grace and makes it what was meant to be - a place for you a place for me...

I tried to push my body through his and completely disappear.

In life we dont always get what we want hopes and dreams get washed away so easily hearts are broken chances are missed and we always seem to end up right back where we started.

Sometimes I need a place to ask myself impossible questions.

I fantasize the night sky to be like a cosmic blue print of my life as I close my eyes and unbutton my heart. just in case anyone up there is listening.