And Ive fallen.So hard.Ive hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have I felt this. Nothing like this. Ive felt shame and cowardice weakness and strength. Ive known terror and indifference self-hate and general disgust. Ive seen things that cannot be unseen.And yet Ive known nothing like this terrible horrible paralyzing feeling. I feel crippled. Desperate and out of control. And it keeps getting worse. Every day I feel sick. Empty and somehow aching.Love is a heartless bastard.

He was not my boyfriend. On the other hand he wasnt just a friend either. Instead our relationship was elastic stretching between those two extremes depending on who else was around how much either of us had to drink and other varying factors. This was exactly what I wanted as commitments had never really been my thing. And it wasnt like it was hard either. The only trick was never giving more than you were willing to lose.

He looked so lost so soulful so lonely. I wanted him to kiss me now. I wanted to let him know I was his for all eternity.

I felt like an animal and animals dont know sin do they

Sex without love is a meaningless experience but as far as meaningless experiences go its pretty damn good.

And you cant love not fully unless you are loved in return.

The saddest thing about love Joe is that not only the love cannot last forever but even the heartbreak is soon forgotten.

Ill find you. There is no place in this world you can hide from me. Im watching.Love Dimitri

Patience and wisdom walk hand in hand like two one-armed lovers.

May she wake in torment he cried with frightful vehemence stamping his foot and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. Why shes a liar to the end Where is she Not therenot in heavennot perishedwhere Oh you said you cared nothing for my sufferings And I pray one prayerI repeat it till my tongue stiffensMay she wake in torment he cried with frightful vehemence stamping his foot and groaning in a sudden paroxysm of ungovernable passion. Why shes a liar to the end Where is she Not therenot in heavennot perishedwhere Oh you said you cared nothing for my sufferings And I pray one prayerI repeat it till my tongue stiffensCatherine Earnshaw may you not rest as long as I am living you said I killed youhaunt me then The murdered do haunt their murderers I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me alwaystake any formdrive me mad only do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you Oh God it is unutterable I cannot live without my life I cannot live without my soul