Maybe you could be mine or maybe well be entwined aimless in this sexless foreplay.

But my God its so beautiful when the boy smiles

Physical love is unthinkable without violence.

Had I been in love I could not have been more wretchedly blind. But vanity not love has been my folly.

Falling in love is very real but I used to shake my head when people talked about soul mates poor deluded individuals grasping at some supernatural ideal not intended for mortals but sounded pretty in a poetry book. Then we met and everything changed the cynic has become the converted the sceptic an ardent zealot.

Know that love is truly timeless.

Ill understand if you dont want me. But I will be heartbroken. You are all I ever dreamed of and hoped for. You are much much more. Please know that I didnt think I was mean-minded. But I realize I am. I dont want you to put your arms around me and say its all right that you forgive me. I want you to be sure that you do and my love for you will last as long as I live. I can see no lightness no humour no joke to make. I just hope that we will be able to go back to when we had laughter and the world was coloured not black and white and grey. I am so sorry for hurting you. I could inflict all kinds of pain on myself but it would not take back any I gave to you. - David Power

Whatever happened to the dragonI mustered my primmest tone. He has a name you know.Adrian pulled back and gave me a curious look. I didnt know actually. Whatd you decide onHopper. When Adrian laughed I added Best rabbit ever. Hed be proud to know his name is being passed on.Yes Im sure he would. Did you name the Mustang tooI think you mean the Ivashkinator.He stared at me in wonder. I told you I loved you rightYes I assured him. Many times.

I wanted to be his life preserver the thing that would keep him afloat. Instead he became my anchor. And Im tired of drowning.

My headll explode if I continue with this escapism.