I think in the end you would have stayed with me out of obligation...or maybe comfort. Maybe I was safe to you and you needed to feel that. I know how scared you get of the unknown. To you...I must be kind of a security blanket. Do you see now how that doesnt work for me I dont want to be there simply because the idea of me being gone is too...scary. I want to be someones everything. I want fire and passion and love thats returned equally. I want to be someones heart... Even if it means breaking my own.

Any happiness no matter how brief seemed better than the long simmering torture of waking up day after day knowing I could never have him.

Of course Ill hurt you. Of course youll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence means accepting the risk of absence.

Did I really want to stay on this road longer knowing it was only going to end in devastation

here she is all mine trying her best to give me all she can. How could I ever hurt her But I didnt understand then. That I could hurt somebody so badly she would never recover. That a person can just by living damage another human being beyond repair.

Youve gotta dance like theres nobody watchingLove like youll never be hurtSing like theres nobody listeningAnd live like its heaven on earth.

I had a dream about you you were trying to tell me a pipe had burst but I did not want to be around you because I thought your feet smelt terrible. When I realized that the smell was mold you were already so hurt you no longer had any interest in speaking to me. Or fixing the pipe.

Everything hurts right now and nothing is helping because as the pain is getting worse so is the love.

She knew that oftentimes hurtful people were hurting people so she determined to pray for them all the more.